Hello wonderful people!
So today haven't really been able to do much spiritual learning. I have been moving all day into a new apartment! But I have been trying to practice keeping my inner peace hehe. Anyone who has moved themselves knows what I am talking about. What I am really trying to work on right now is trying to take out all of the negative things I feel that influence me but things I do that influence me. Examples? Like cussing, and thinking negatively all of the time, and being jealous of others. For example, I have noticed that there are a lot of beautiful and young girls in my new apartment complex. My first thought was to get all bitter, next thought was to get jealous, and of course the worrying followed. I had to stop, breath and realize, just because they are young, and yes maybe beautiful that doesn't meant everything. And Jason is married to me! I know he loves me and would NEVER stray like that so what was I really worried about? It is all me, in my head. So I am trying to let those things go. This is going to have to be a short blog. I have a wicked headache, I don't know if I will be able to do my smudging this evening. Oh, um smudging is where you cleanse a space or home of negative energy or spirits. If you are interested in more I will let you know. I am going to post a video on my facebook account if you are interested and in seeing how it goes. Well, have a good night!
https://www.facebook.com/InternalRadiance
Love and Light to you,
Candice
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Thursday, March 29, 2012
First Day of Awakening
First Day of Awakening
First off, thank you for taking the time to read this. I do not claim to be a good writer, or someone who is skilled at speaking. Most of the time when I write I just think of the top of my head and it ends up on the page. I keep forgetting this isn't a formal paper where I have to worry about open titles and descriptions. But I do want to let you know a little bit of who I am, and why I have decided to write on this blog.
My name is Candice and I am going to be hitting the 30 year mark pretty soon. I am married to my loving husband Jason. We live in a small apartment on the outskirts of San Antonio, TX. I have always thought there was nothing really special to me, always thinking that everyone else was so much more lucky than I am because of what they had or what was happening in their lives. I have started trying to re-evaluate my life right now because I have found my self in a position to where I (having nothing to do with family or anyone else) feel lost. I feel like I am at a flat point of my life. Like something is missing. Really if I must be honest with you, I have always felt like something was missing. Going in and out of certain religions, positions, and places. Never truly finding what made me...well me. Then I found B.Devine from Devine Miracles. I was playing on YouTube and just found myself on her page one day listening to her talk and noticing there was like a glow around her. I found myself yearning for that. Wanting to be her and how she was so at peace with herself and life and the passion in her eyes gave me hope. Last night she put out a prediction for April, and I swear even though everyone says this, but it was like she was talking just to me. I had been looking into ways of centering my self, finding out my spirituality, and how to make my life more meaningful and open to me. It hit me that what this wonderful woman is doing, teaching people about how to do this and learning more about themselves, and to live more positively in their lives. I want to do this, I have always known that I have had a calling to help people. And I myself am empathic even though my abilities are not as strong as they once were.
So this is what this blog is about. I want to share my journey with you. I want to share how I am personally over coming my struggles with myself, and the knowledge that I am learning from day to do on things that I want to do to improve myself and my abilities. It is going to be one of the hardest things that I have ever done I am sure. I tend to be my own road block. But I need to put that all in the past. So these are the things that I am trying to work on for this month.
1. Look for patterns in your life that are weighing you down.
2.See past problems, and turn what you see as problems into wins.
3.Dont' feel pressured to feel a certain way.
4.Let others think what they want to think, and don't Judge others.
5.Pay attention to your guy feelings.
6.Learn all you can about your inner power.
7.Stay away from those that tell you that they are strong and you are weak.
8.Visions are going to start expanding, pay attention to your dreams.
9.Stand in your power.
10.Stop beating yourself up!
11.Stop comparing yourself!
So yes it is a long list but I can do it! If some of you would like to join me on this journey please let me know! I just want to let y'all know, that I have no certain religion. I learn from all around me, past and present. From traditions of the Native Americans and more. I do tend to follow more natural methods of faith. But I am open to learning more and I will learn more. I will be trying new things and seeing if they work for me and if they don't I will just go from there. My first thing that i am going to be trying is learning to center myself, and trying to see auras. As an empathic I can generally pick up on people very well (except for my husband! It is so frustrating!), but I also want to be able to see the emotions a little better. I know it is in me, it is just going to take a process of getting it out! Well, I think I have said a lot. If any of you have any ideas that will be able to help me, or if you have already have taken this journey and have advice PLEASE I am a open book! Thank you!
Love and light be with you!
Candice
First off, thank you for taking the time to read this. I do not claim to be a good writer, or someone who is skilled at speaking. Most of the time when I write I just think of the top of my head and it ends up on the page. I keep forgetting this isn't a formal paper where I have to worry about open titles and descriptions. But I do want to let you know a little bit of who I am, and why I have decided to write on this blog.
My name is Candice and I am going to be hitting the 30 year mark pretty soon. I am married to my loving husband Jason. We live in a small apartment on the outskirts of San Antonio, TX. I have always thought there was nothing really special to me, always thinking that everyone else was so much more lucky than I am because of what they had or what was happening in their lives. I have started trying to re-evaluate my life right now because I have found my self in a position to where I (having nothing to do with family or anyone else) feel lost. I feel like I am at a flat point of my life. Like something is missing. Really if I must be honest with you, I have always felt like something was missing. Going in and out of certain religions, positions, and places. Never truly finding what made me...well me. Then I found B.Devine from Devine Miracles. I was playing on YouTube and just found myself on her page one day listening to her talk and noticing there was like a glow around her. I found myself yearning for that. Wanting to be her and how she was so at peace with herself and life and the passion in her eyes gave me hope. Last night she put out a prediction for April, and I swear even though everyone says this, but it was like she was talking just to me. I had been looking into ways of centering my self, finding out my spirituality, and how to make my life more meaningful and open to me. It hit me that what this wonderful woman is doing, teaching people about how to do this and learning more about themselves, and to live more positively in their lives. I want to do this, I have always known that I have had a calling to help people. And I myself am empathic even though my abilities are not as strong as they once were.
So this is what this blog is about. I want to share my journey with you. I want to share how I am personally over coming my struggles with myself, and the knowledge that I am learning from day to do on things that I want to do to improve myself and my abilities. It is going to be one of the hardest things that I have ever done I am sure. I tend to be my own road block. But I need to put that all in the past. So these are the things that I am trying to work on for this month.
1. Look for patterns in your life that are weighing you down.
2.See past problems, and turn what you see as problems into wins.
3.Dont' feel pressured to feel a certain way.
4.Let others think what they want to think, and don't Judge others.
5.Pay attention to your guy feelings.
6.Learn all you can about your inner power.
7.Stay away from those that tell you that they are strong and you are weak.
8.Visions are going to start expanding, pay attention to your dreams.
9.Stand in your power.
10.Stop beating yourself up!
11.Stop comparing yourself!
So yes it is a long list but I can do it! If some of you would like to join me on this journey please let me know! I just want to let y'all know, that I have no certain religion. I learn from all around me, past and present. From traditions of the Native Americans and more. I do tend to follow more natural methods of faith. But I am open to learning more and I will learn more. I will be trying new things and seeing if they work for me and if they don't I will just go from there. My first thing that i am going to be trying is learning to center myself, and trying to see auras. As an empathic I can generally pick up on people very well (except for my husband! It is so frustrating!), but I also want to be able to see the emotions a little better. I know it is in me, it is just going to take a process of getting it out! Well, I think I have said a lot. If any of you have any ideas that will be able to help me, or if you have already have taken this journey and have advice PLEASE I am a open book! Thank you!
Love and light be with you!
Candice
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