My loved ones

I have many loved ones that have passed.  I do think about them and try to talk to my grandma and grandpa a lot.  I pray for inspiration and guidance but I don't know if I am following what they want me to do so I don't know if they are listening anymore.  I was watching BDevine at work this week and I tried to do some meditation.  But seriously how can I do that at work when I am worried if someone is going to walk in needing me to help them.  I need to find some time to do more meditation.  Does anyone have any advice for me? 

Dead Files

I have found my self watching more things having to do with people passing.  Long Island Medium, The Haunting of.., Dead Files, Ghost Adventures, etc.  I think my husband things I am crazy sometimes.  I just like hearing the stories, I like the idea of being able to help people with the people that have passed.  I think it would be very interesting helping spirits that need to move on or counseling.  I don't really know what that is called but I think it would be nice.  But than again I don't know, I am sure people who can connect to spirit might say other wise.  Either way, I will try to develop my self with no expectations other than better self awareness.  Wish me luck!!

Love and light,

Candice

Wow where did the time go???

Okay, I want to apologize for not getting back to this blog.  I have gone through a lot of ups and downs over the past year.  Wow, 2014!  Can't believe it!  Well, as far as my meditations and spiritual advances I am sorry to say that they have fallen by the way side but never forgotten.  I do sage my home occasionally.  That leads me to one of the weirdest things that happened to me after I got done using the sage. 

I felt like I cleared and cleansed myself before I began.  I was putting out positive energy the whole time.  I got every corner of my house, I know I did I made sure.  For some reason I felt like there was some negative energy here.  So anyway, I got done.  Sat on the couch enjoying the Sage smell while my husbands nose is squinching because of the smell. Well, I honestly don't remember what my husband said but all I know is I exploded!  I started screaming and yelling, I think at some point I even walked out the door and didn't want to come back!  I swear I looked like a She Devil at the time.  Who all knows what was coming out of my mouth.  I wasn't able to come down from that until the next day.  It was very odd, no not odd, it was scary.  I honestly don't know what happened, did I open myself up to much with not enough protection?  If any of you know please I am open to suggestions or comments by all means.  But I am honestly a little afraid to do it again. 

Any suggestions please, I enjoy using Sage and trying to make my home a positive energy.

Love and Light to You